Video is by far the superior medium, it’s less intellectual & more emotional. Less ivory tower & more grounded in reality. But, I will attach a(grammar checked) transcript for those who cannot watch it. You do miss out on quite a bit but the core points are all there. That’s just how it is, I don’t stick to script very well. I’m not much for sticking to plans either, there isn’t much purpose in letting this blog die. Mirroring content to my other site is really a trivial matter.
Right now I have a realization in front on me. I am ‘behind’ those who need glasses, people whom adapt to more intellectual pursuits as they are limited in understanding the psychical due to poor eyesight. In some senses I am the third class, my vision cannot be corrected so easily. They’re trying me out for prism glasses right now.. ha, I’m pretty sure it’s bullshit from what I’ve seen so far. Placebo.. get and a year’s worth of vision therapy sure to make another doctor that much richer. Fuck that, I’m dick of doctors whose religion sees treating an out group unethical. Yep, talking about Jews & their Talmud. Look it up if you ever find yourself sick, it may just save you the years I wasted and the thousands my patents spent. Political Correctness is not worth your personal wellbeing, nor your life.
Right then, I am the third class in the race for survival. I would die on the battlefield pretty quickly, such is not my place. How did I fall into the survivalist circles or Varg Vikernes… hell how did I make a friend of him? I was blind to my own lot, at the moment I am drunk on shine. What that means is a slower reaction time & lack of filters, nothing more. Perhaps poor grammar? I’ll let you be the judge.
At one point I excelled socially, and then I had ‘help’ who turned my life upside down. Same ethnicity as the doctors now that I bring it up. They got me under the pretense that I mispronounced words, when they were done with me I could not even begin a sentence. I think as adults we forget that we were one vulnerable, another story for a more sober day perhaps. Or perhaps we only remember our vulnerability when drunk… why is it we get drunk anyways? To make sense of our childhoods? Our younger years? The adult brain is too far developed, we cannot even relate with ourselves even a decade prior. Hell.. think back to 9/11 right now. Can you understand where you were then, let alone anyone else? Not if you’re <21 you can’t. Yet you believe you can relate to other cultures… other races? Mmm..hmmm..? Perhaps you think you can ‘show them the way to civilization.’ And they call right wingers ‘racial supremacists.’ Nah.. just the honestly selfish. The people who want to play world police are the ‘bad guys.’ The leftists, the socialists. I have no sympathies even for the National Socialists.. liberals, nationalists, communists.. all outdated ‘romantic’ thought patterns left from the Renaissance.
But I was talking about myself. Eyesight so poor that I lack spacial awareness, reading about a blind man who tastes wine for a living I realized something. He can identify the intersection he is at by smell.. I lack that. I am less competent than a blind man at identifying my exact location. I see in 2D, woe is me. Ok, what does this mean? IQ does seem to be static based on genetics, do my brain has used it’s power elsewhere. It has taken advantage of senses that are not.. um.. crippled, not by genetics but malpractice(a long run theme of my life. Show me no sympathy.) Oh and my mother having me too late in life, but I’ll leave that article for the women, far better educated on maternity than I am. Damn me for showing that there are actually some advantages for being born ‘faulty.’ Damn it all, for an Idealist could see no advantage to fault. My existence breaks through all Romantic thought, Nazism included with a dose of Realism; AKA, nature cares not for simplicity, the cause & effect you were taught as a babe, nor your duality. Fuck your humanity.. we’re running >9000 causes for a singular effect, let humanity’s top 1% of scientists be dammed, even they must rely on dogma let they forever forgo their conclusions striving for the perfection of addressing every factor.
But why can I not focus on myself, my brain has rerouted it’s number crunching to internal psychology. What else can happen with a lack of external understanding? I could be locked away for a century and still contribute do long as my species survived. Lacking external stimulation my brain has been forced to analyze itself, which does put me in a realm of hell but also a pit of knowledge. I cannot self-terminate for I actually can end the madness & anti-social tendencies we see right here.. though it may occasionally be tempting. It’s just the same as I cannot abandon my oath to serve white children so long as I may live, despite Vikernes and friends demanding exclusivity. I understand the ‘self-programming’ nature of religion too much. But yet.. what do I do. To leave an unfulfilling end to this post the white movement needs to impress with production quality, with cash! I’m ready to leave things be for a few years to build up my coffers, to drag this movement drop the gutters with parties, cars, and sex(a revival of Futurism, a forgotten ideology which actually sees mass appeal and has self-revived in car culture & electronic music) but I am still without a path. Fuck your family, bring back the days children left home at 13 & did apprenticeships based on their skills. Mine may not be based on genetics, but instead late birth/external forces but they still should ring out clear as day.
Fuck Romanticism (Liberalism, Nationalism, and Socialism.. including Marxism) we have yet to figure out the best system of governance. Ideals mean nothing.. goddam it men. Idealists are authors, not politicians!
To clarify a few points where I feel I’m making an assumption the reader/watcher is on my same level:
I left the video as ‘unfiltered’ as possible to avoid my long rants breaking from the general gist of the article, the ‘Fuck your family values’ line. My thoughts behind that are actually complex enough to warrant a whole video in of its own. Take ‘gay issues’ as one thing, I do not oppose them because of ‘muh tradition/values’ but because the human body does not have pheromone receptors for same-sex individuals. Therefor same-sex relationships cannot truly be romantic in nature, and as such promoting it as an equal lifestyle may result in children adopting it and missing out on one of the key experiences of our existence.
Point two, my use of the word ‘selfish’ and promoting people to follow in my footsteps; I am assuming one is in line with their instinct/intuition/biology. I am not talking about personal selfishness but racial, more so than that of your specific group. I want to see more groups forming such as the CCPI, http://www.cppireland.org/ and less universal ‘white empire’ websites. For why this is the case read my post on WhiteShadeSociety.com Whites are driven by competition rather than cooperation. Being outdone by another white ethnic group is and always has been a strong motivator.
In a future article/video I will detail more clearly where it is exactly I stand. I do not feel I have something presentable at this time. However I will say that I find myself inspired by America’s founding fathers… no not those who wrote up various documents, but those who actually put together the means of moving over here in the first place. Such a monumental task should not be lost to the senile mind of history, and I feel following in the footsteps of those men may show promise for our cause.